What attracts me to abstract expressionism is the immediacy and freedom it
opens up for the artist. For me, the
act of painting is not only very sensuous and
seductive but also very challenging because it is
unpredictable and tricky. This set of paintings were
mostly done earlier in my career. Now and then I go back
to this style partly to "unwind" and refresh
my spirits.
I like to describe my works as
bold, unprogrammed journeys of brush and paint. I start out with a
vague mixture of anxiety,fear and anticipation, like jumping into a
white sea without a life jacket. Without any set notions, I freely
draw with paint,letting my hands"find" forms to express a certain
emotional sensation or mood. I liken the process to some kind of
"spatial vagrancy", when a mysterious kind of creative alchemy
occurs - the hand gropes,roams around and explores for unknown
forms,perhaps in my unconscious, then the forms somehow magically
direct the hand. Like in poetry-writing, the work in progress
suddenly assumes a life of its own, suggesting to the maker further
moves and final resolutions. To me, this represents a precious
dialectic between the conscious and the unconscious that creates a
vibrant tension in the process. The unidentifiable or suggestive
shapes in my paintings dash,dance,jostle,fight,scream, yawn or
simply congregate. They constitute a personal and idiosyncratic
vocabulary, which I hope offer opportunities for open-ended
readings, childlike fun and sensuous
adventures.
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